Good Bye, My love

My love,

After a lot of deliberation during the last few days I’ve decided to say good bye to you. Darling please, don’t stop reading… I know you must be thinking that I am beginning to behave like an average Indian male, succumbing to the requests of his well wishers and chucking his love. I am sorry dear, but I have to say good bye to you as I don’t have any other option, sounding like a loser, am I?

Dear, I shall at least try to be honest. I did LOVE you... How couldn’t I? You are so nice, gentle, attractive and elegant. The first time I saw you, I thought you were beyond my reach, but I remember how good you have been to me right from the first day we met personally. They all told me that you weren’t good, but I knew they were wrong because I remember during the last three years you were the only one on my side when all others weren’t. When I was happy you made me happier, when I was sad you consoled me with sweet kisses on my lips, and when I was tense your hand was in mine telling me “don’t worry dear, I am with you, lets face it together”. I always loved you attitude - “live for the moment”.

During the last three years every day of my life began, with your sweet sensuous kiss on my wet lips, so much so that I had to hide your marks out of embarrassment sometimes. Both in letter and spirit you were the first one I wanted to see every morning when I opened my eyes.

My love, you got into my life so smoothly that not just me, even my friends began to accept you in our company. Your charm made me win great friends at school and work.

You must be wondering how after the recent great holiday in Goa where we spent hours lying on the beach staring at the night sky, I could take such drastic decision. Unfortunately life is full of surprises, most of them unpleasant. I know, you are hurt deeply by now and you would want to call me and ask “You too Naga… you too?” Please don’t do that … I beg you please, coz I know if you try to get closer to me I can’t resist you. As I conclude this letter, my fingers are beginning to tremble, my heart is beating fast… my blood is racing …an incredible urge to come down and hug you. I know dear, you would be standing right opposite my office waiting for me, but honey, I am sorry, really sorry. I know the word sorry doesn't make any difference to you now..but Its time to say good bye and move on..

Yours no more forever
Naga