Saturday, October 30, 2010

being

the girl : tell me that you love me.

the boy: what ?

the girl: say " i love you"

the boy: i don't know if i love you, but i know that i love being with you. i say this because i haven't understood 'I' or 'You' completely, and so obviously i do not know if that 'I' loves 'You'.

But about 'being with you'- I love that absolutely in its fullest sense. being with you includes physically being with you, in you;), thinking about you, talking to you, listening to your stories, looking at you, helping you work, solving your problems, , eating your crappy food, ;) washing your hair, everything with you.

i love all kinds of ings with you ...:)darling..;)

the girl: arey baba.. dont start your metaphysics.. cant you say that you love our relationship.

the boy: yes yes yes, absolutely yes.. . you keep it so simple baby.. :).. hold on you are a genius actually, thanks to you i understood 'being' actually means 'being in a relation'.. didnt understand when sartre said that..

girl.: pls stopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

gods and demons have it easy

The gods and demons have it easy. Since the gods are gods, they are all good. since the demons are demons they are all bad.

The gods since they are good, know only to think and do good and only understand good. 100% good
The demons since they are bad, know only to think and do bad and only understand bad. 100% bad
In other words they have no confusion. There is no disturbance.

but human beings are good and bad.. at times they do good at times they do bad..
To add to the confusion they might think bad while doing good and they might think good while doing bad..

some of them make an effort to be good all the time like the gods, but since they have physical needs unlike gods they cannot be absolutely 100% good.

so he is always has a percentage of good and bad in him.. for him to not have confusion, for him to not have disturbance.. to have the same clarity of thought that gods or demons have, he should know the percentage of good and bad in him.. for that he has to look at himself all the time.